I know I said I wasn’t going to blog until April 12th but had to make this one last post. I have been dealing with terrible inflammation and debilitating anxiety to the point where it’s going to claim my life. Finally I’ve said enough and started running again. There’s a point where like animal backed into a corner it’s time to fight. So, with pain in my jaw, arms, neck, and all the classic signs of a heart attack / stroke I took off running, better to die on my feet than live this hell I’m wrought up in. I’ve had all the tests, the doctors say my heart is fine, so what the hell, it’s time to confirm their diagnosis. I will break this or it will claim me, but either way this ends here and now.
I’ve done one run today and will do another later. This song says it all, and if you listen to the crowd (I’ve never heard anything like it, wait until you hear the chorus) you’ll know it’s struck a cord with more than just me and the guitarist is playing with his thumb sliced open bleeding all over the place, they are walking the walk and it’s time for me to do the same.
It’s my life it’s now or never, I ain’t going to live forever, I just want to live while I’m alive …
See you on the 12th … that is, unless I lose. I posted my segment on the “Pirate and the Mermaid” as well.