I’ve been at a loss for words of late. I’m still free of Morgellons and practically taking nothing at all, not even NAC. I want to write new content for you but I don’t know what to say? I’m saddened and feel like in part I have failed. My hope was that I would find a way out of this mess but not just for me but everyone, that was always my goal. It’s painfully obvious to me this is not the case. I thought surely I was being set free for a specific and concrete reason and always hoped it was to reveal to everyone how to walk away from this mess. I’ll be honest, it’s not really fair what has happened. There are more deserving people who post on this blog and certainly those who walk more closely with the Lord than I.
I often wonder what went wrong, what did I fail to record in my protocol? Did anyone really try the True Protein? or was it this, or maybe that? Was it living out of single laundry basket? Was it those two years on the leather couch or was the battle ultimately won in my mind. What was it? It’s very frustrating to think readers of this blog are not also finding their way back to good health.
Hope is important and I know this blog offers that, but when I was sick I wanted to be healed and I’m sure you do too, and in the most desperate way. I feel like my body could take your Morgellons and kill it if it was poured into me, I really do. I wish this were possible. I know the hand of God was upon me or I would have never made it. I’m kind of bewildered and wonder, what do I do now?
Tell me what I can do for you that can help you. What type of posts do you enjoy?