Long past now for me is the horror of Morgellons Disease . I never thought such a terrible experience would ever fade from my memory and yet, it has and continues to do so. I honestly don’t know how I made it. While you would think that I would be elated there is a since of failure hanging over me. I did not find a way out for everyone, and that was my inner most hope when starting this blog. Lately, I strike up my pen to write to you only to realize I have nothing to say. It’s like my ship sank at sea, and miraculously I was saved only to be washed up upon the jagged rocks of never ending despair. Don’t get me wrong, my life is good and I’m sure anyone with ongoing symptoms with trade places with me in a second and feel the most incredible sense of relief. I am certainly not looking for pity. Any sadness that I feel is for those suffering.
I think what I need to do is go back through my posts, starting from the very first post and pull out all of those very important clues, coping tips, and observations and create a definitive survival guide for those who are just realizing they have these dreaded disease. Call it a monster blog post if you will, covering things such as the amazing “Putida” coincidence, the skin crawling family tree, basically all of it. Perhaps having it all in once cohesive post will lead someone to solve the next step in the puzzle.
Meanwhile, I’ll leave you with the most beautiful song ever written, just click the play button, and give it a moment, it should start for you.