I’m so sorry for posting that last video. John posted the video I’m sharing on this post in my other post, I nearly had to go outside to my car so nobody would see how it effected me. I’m sorry for posting something so “down”, my tendency when things get bad is to isolate and close down, to tough it out. The video John shared caused me to really think, it just never crosses my mind that this might actually be mercy being shown to me. Thank you John, I am truly greatful and wish I had your faith.
For the last two months I have been absolutely racked with pain. I hate to go to bed because it’s a tormet of joint/muscle pain. My arms have fallen asleep so bad a few times I thought the feeling might not ever come back, it was very frightening. The fatigue is terrible, constant dizziness, and something new, my ears are now ringing so loud I can always hear the ringing, even over TV and music. While I have no crawling or biting or any other truly indicative Morgellons symptoms I’m in a mess.
I am going to see a naturopathic doctor for the first time this Monday, and she said she can help me get better, I believe her, I’m sure this is all thyroid related, but traditional doctors say I’m fine, my t3 and t4 are normal (ya right).
Thank you John, and everyone, please accept my apology.